My heart doesn't beat as hard as it used to
and it's harder to get back up like I used to
I tried not to be sad not to see you
but I laid in bed
watched your hand touch my head
and I fell again
what is this feeling?
when will this memory come back to haunt me?
cos I can't have one memory that isn't haunting, sooner or later
and things will be different in a few weeks
but will we?
I can't admit
it's scary
I shouldn't think like this
My heart doesn't beat as hard as it used to
and it's harder to feel the further I am from you